dearest gay big gayfoot:
ok, so i have this gf and like she treats me like shit... she say's i'm immature, that always lie, always finds a way to bring me down and always tells me that i should grow up... but i hardly speak a word so i wont give her a reason to be mad...shes always mad...she has 3 kids and a fucked up life, i just try to help her as much as i can because i love her and i care yet i still can't figure out why she does this to me... she makes me feel hopeless at times like my days have no meaning yet when i'm not around her i feel even worse it's like i miss her even when she's mad...my friends tell me i'm wasting my time that there is no solution to the problem, that i should just let it go... but how can i? i've been in love but never like this.. i love her with madness and she just walks all over the fact... what should i do??? please help me... love on ya , L
Seems like it's time for you listen to your friends. GAY BIGFOOT is your friend, and you need to move on. You know what you need? You need your own song to put you in battle mode. May I suggest Pat Benatar's You Better Run? Here's the lyrics, see if this doesn't sound familiar to you:
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my heart?
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my heart?
You go around tellin' lies
And now you want to compromise
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my heart?
You better run!
You better hide!
You better leave from my sight!
Yeah
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my soul?
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my soul?
Well everything i had was yours
And now i'm closin' all the doors
Whatcha' tryin' a do to my soul?
You better run!
You better hide!
You better leave from my sight!
Yeah
I love you oh, i love you so
Can't you see it?
Don't you know?
You know what my 'battle mode' song is? Move Out by Yaz. Once it gets to the chorus I'm all like snapping my head back and forth, putting on my best 'Oh no you di'in't' face. Then I'm ready to face any lover that's causing me grief.....and then I MOVE OUT. I know you think that your love and dedication will prove to your lover that your intentions are pure and true, and that you love them dearly and are willing to put up with their bullshit. I think that's a wonderful quality. But honey you are wasting your time with this one. Just because you have a history doesn't mean you have to keep repeating it. Go give your love to someone that deserves it. Sigh, now I'm all worked up and I'm thinking about ice cream at 11pm..........I'm so bad! But you know what? It feels divine!
Good luck with your break up!
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